Happy Birthday Mak. . . .

Salam muhibbah to all my readers. . . .
it was a other/different version of my birthday wish to my mom tomorrow. . . I'm already post one in my other blog. . . i make it twice because im love her so much & i will make hundred if i have hundred blog . . . because she is my mother and always be my mother

She the person i always listen 2, even im not totally agree with her. . . As long i remember i'm never say no because i know it will hurt she's feeling & i'm sure she know what the best for me. . . I'm goona do anything to make she happy because see she smile make my soul want to fly . . .

Mom,

How can i tell you how much i love you in way that's you see. . . I love you as much you love me. . .I'm very glad you is my mother and i'm your kids. . . .

Actually it past 12:00am. . . . So happy birthday mother. . .

Wah. . . .English bukan main entry aku, Baget ade mat salih nak baca & crash with me (walhal grammer tonggang-langgang). . .hak hak hak. . . 

Actually time aku sekolah rendah dulu im very active in football (wakil daerah ye kawan-kawan). . . Tapik aku mengalami kecederaan which my ankle was broke. . .so-sonye aku x dibenarkan main bola lagi lepas tu. . . Pernah sekali dekat Universiti aku main futsal, but seriously im calling my mom & ask her permission. . . dia tanye binatang ape futsal tu. . .Aku cakap it kinda like football but it more savver (ade ke ayat savver nie). . . From her voice, Aku tau dia mcm taknak kasik, tapik dia kata BOLEH sebab she want me be happy. . . . Padahnya aku dapat cuti 2 minggu sebab tempat mana aku patah dulu terseliuh plak kali nie  & she take care of me like a baby on that time. . . 

Time aku sekolah menengah plak aku kata aku nak gitar. . . Aku cakap it look very cool when im playing guitar. . . Tapik mak tak kasik, dia kata tak bagus main alat musik bertali. & sampai sekarang aku tak main gitar dan tak dapat kesan/padah ape2. . . but i know it will count kat akhirat nanT. . .hak hak hak

Time aku dapat offer future study kat India utk jadik Doc. . .Mak pun tak kasih. . . But on that time im very sad & i'm asking for explanation. . . she said she know me very well, dia tau yang aku akan pucat mcm mayat or merangkak tak boleh jalan or pensan biler tengok darah. . .how came Doctor afraid with blood. . how come mona how come (apsal tetiba name aku jadik mona...bussshhh). . .And on that time aku menerima keadaan seadanya. . .

Since my cita-cita nak jadik doctor terbang ibarat bermati putih. . .We (aku & abg aku) talk about what should i become. . . Rancangan awal nak amek couse perkapalan, and again mak tak berapa setuju. . .She said she don't want see me founder like titanic , I know she's was joking but i also know she mean it. . . .So that why i become a civil engineer right now. . .hak hak hak (gelak dengan lagak yg angkuh)

Virtually im start smoking when im at University. . . Tapik aku tak penah bagi tau kat mak aku & tunjuk kat mak aku yang aku merokok, sebab aku tahu yang it will hurt her feeling. . . Tapik aku tau yang dia tau yg aku dah jadik remaja liar time tu (sebab merokok) sbb dia buang rokok dlm beg aku time dia kemas beg aku (kantoii). . . she not said anything but i see she's cry. . . . aku berhenti tak lama lepas tu (time kasih gak kat ex-girlfriend aku - you ar very supportive on that time). . .& aku isap balik sekejap (time kasih kat Nazry plak - you ar verry supportive on that time to). . . but hundred terima kasih to my mom because you always support me. . . (tetiba emosional. . .hak hak hak)

ps: mak tau tak abang pun merokok - sampi sekarang, ayah pun skit2. . . .

Kalau aku tak call dia lebih darik 3 hari, dia plak yang call aku. . . walhal we just repeated the same conversations like "mak sihat ape hari nie, ayah ade kat sebelah x buat muka bahagia dngr kita sembang, masak ape hari nie...ooooo sedapnye john (nama palsu) makan nie je. . . hak hak hak". . .but we always happy doing that. . . She know im good or sick, im happy or sad even she not see my face. . . . 

So that why i love my mom very much. . .very-very much. . . & much lagi. . 

although i have feeling with guy i not go into it. . .  Kerana aku tahu itu akan membuat my mom sad, my father sad and my brother sad. . .maybe it also kill all of them  . . sedangkang aku sanggup mati untuk dia (refer to mak ngan ayah & abang skit-skit ). . . Ehhh dah mcm entry zack plak. . .hak hak hak . . .So i take this feeling as the challenge. . .Wish me luck (i know my mom will wake up every night 2 smayang hayat & berdoa untuk aku & abang aku...)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAK - YOU THE BEST MOM IN THE WORLD
51 tahun - even you already menopause i'm still love you
hak hak hak

ps: entry kali ini mcm terlebih ayat dalam kurungan () . . . Tapik lantak sini kan tempat aku luahkn ape aku rase. . . hak hak hak

ps: after i done writing this entry, no wonder la knape PM & Ex-girlfriend kata aku anak mak. . . eeewwww. . . .